In ‘The Eye’ of the beholder
When I was but a wee lad, inclined to great flights of the imagination, it happened that I knew a gentleman who possessed a glass eye. ‘Twas the result of a horrible freak accident, obviously a few tragic minutes of excruciating pain and a life altering event, yet was simply one of those subjects never touched upon in everyday, normal conversation. Now, being young and not well-versed in the biological sciences, this led to much conjecture on my part.
At times, it seemed as though that unmoving, emotionless orb was looking straight through me, piercing deep into my very soul. Could he tell when I was not being honest? Was he able to view my dreams or see my future? Perhaps he was some magical visionary, complete with his own miniature crystal ball, an unspeaking mystic who would knowingly smile when he caught a glimpse of my innermost thoughts. If prodded, could he predict events yet to come, or delve deep into the past?
He would often gather an audience, talking and laughing and telling tall tales, so believable in fact that to this day, most are still thought to be at least partially true, disproved by no one. Wanting to be sure he had captured the attention of those assembled, as he spoke he would glance around the room with a sly smile and a twinkle in his good eye. Yet there were times, as the glass eye stared straight ahead, I swore it glimmered also. I alternately imagined he saw the world through either a kaleidoscope, full of wild rotating colors and ever changing patterns ... or viewed life around him as through a fog-covered window, shadowy and murky and shapeless.
There were times when that glass eye haunted my dreams, floating above me in the dark — unmoving, unblinking, visible even through the blankets pulled over my head and the pillow hugged tight against my face. At other moments, like the voice of my own conscience, it was there in my mind to convince me I was about to embark on a rather questionable endeavor, one which would more than likely end in either injury or embarrassment. Looking back, there was no doubt about it, the power radiating from within the glass eye was life altering.
Years have passed now, along with the wise sage and his glass eye. Sadly, quite some time has gone by without me even thinking of him. But as I myself approach one of those mythical life milestones, I found “The Eye” visiting my sleeping thoughts. I long ago learned about pupils and retinas and nerve impulses to the brain, so I know there was nothing seen through that sightless piece of polished glass. However, I now realize it was indeed a window into HIS soul, a metaphoric guide on an ageless travel, a mute life coach, silently surveying the playing field.
I refer to it these days as the Tommy Lasorda of artificial organs. As much as I hate sports analogies, here’s what the coach/eye taught me, in it’s own quiet manner:
• Take what the world throws at you kid, even though occasionally it’s a high and tight, inside fastball.
• If you get knocked down and it hurts, don’t rub it. Simply brush the dust off and take your base.
• Steal one here and there and smile when you make it, yet tip your hat to life when you get thrown out.
• Enjoy today and play your hardest, because it might be your last game.
• Ignore the jeering crowds in the stands, but be sure to make time for your fans.
• Don’t complain about striking out, simply acknowledge the skill of the pitcher and work a bit harder in the batting cage.
• And when you do get that home run in life, simply drop your bat, put your head down and run the bases like you’ve been there before.
• And remember, life’s just a game, and games are meant to be enjoyed.
Chuck Mason, a self-described opinionated wiseguy, resides in Princeton. He can be reached at chuckthebluzguy@msn.com.
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